I see myself as a complex system of fluidic realities. There exists a multitude of identities, yet a certain sense of system within the chaos persists. I see myself as a carriage moving ahead in the jungle of complex worldly realities. The two wheels of the carriage are my mind and body while my sense of Awareness (the big "I") is the third element which sits on the driver's seat.
The whole
carriage moves in sync, sportingly exchanging friendly gestures
with each other. It joyfully moves forward in the bubble of divine grace
surrounding them. Tackling worldly challenges creatively while running at an
extraordinary pace on the well laid out path of self development. These are the
moments when we get lost in the bliss of performance - things going exactly, or
even better than the way we had visualised it. These are not the best times to
grow and upgrade the machinery - these are times to just enjoy the rapid
movement of a beautiful machine.
But then comes times when the whole machinery is distraught with coordination issues - nobody is listening to anyone else. The body and mind taking competitive turns to define the path and the driver is lost. Lost, either in deep sleep or fighting a losing gun exchange with its own once-dear friends. These are the moments of potential growth. When there is chaos in the machine, it is the best time to open it up and lay bare all the various parts clearly and define the way it will function.
The ability to do
that what is necessary is within me, undisturbed and potent. I just have to
allow my awareness to take charge. The awareness that I am neither the body nor
the mind is enough to allow things to fall back on course. It is also enough to
allow the upgrade of the entire operating system of the carriage. So that it
goes back on the track with renewed vigour and sense of purpose. These moments
of chaos are as important as are the pitstops for Formula One machines.
Meanwhile, one
should never lose consciousness of the noisy whisper of Life that surrounds -
Surf On!
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